just wanted to say ...hello

I just wanted to say hello
It was impossible to write the first "hello"
Impossible embrace the last good bye

Unthinkable it was that the book would have an end
Or the earth be shattered
Or the stars turn black
And the sun bleed to death , yearning to be the moon

Never did I think the incorruptible
The indestructible would be gone

That I'd be strong enough to swallow the scorpions of understanding whole

For peace of mind I fell into the well of reality with graceful reluctance
Boastful silence - was all I found solace in for summers on end it seemed

And today, in this fruitful time of winter
In the heat of the diplomatic friction

I just wanted to say hello
To a ghost
Because , "anything is possible"
If you want to free the mind

And I ...freed mine ...

if you only knew...

If you only knew
That the resurrection was not surreal
Those words that need not be spoken
A hope I'd still die for

A love I'd still lie for
But indecisive are the literary devices
Not sure which is worthy enough to clearly exemplify the feelings
To aptly describe the healing
To accurately capture the meaning of shy stares
But who cares? The El dorado in your eyes still glares
Memories are criminals of my sleepless nights
Roaming on my trained lips are those thoughts of you
Robbing me of peace of mind
Stealing pieces of time
Seconds are all I have to say all I can in forbidden stares
A love for which I cared
A heart to you I gave

If you only knew
That the resurrection started with your stare...