If I loved you

My last breath would be a tribute to your existence

I’d let you build tree houses in different parts of me

Let my tears rain on your wounds to heal them

If I loved you enough

I’d levitate the grace of the 19th century for refined sophistication is the only aura worthy to line the table at which we feast on desire

If I loved you enough I’d let you act your frustrations on my delicate emotions

And award you with trophies of kisses

Fold your secrets neatly and keep them in my vault, only to be worn when we meet

Because together we are free to be ourselves, beautifully, sinfully

If I loved you enough, I’d slay your enemies

I’d forgive you always

I’d reach within the depths of my vulnerability and paint you a naked me  to hang on the walls of truth

If I loved you enough , I’d grind the stars to dust and mix them with the rarest orchids to paint the path upon which you must walk , a pathway fit for a king , my king,

If I loved you enough I’d negotiate with death to take me first if ever it is written that you should pass before me

Mortality is aimless without you

But I don’t love you enough, my darling

I love you more ….