I want to live in colour

You inspire me to wear colour
I’ve always been attracted to the musical tones of grays
The corsets of pain worn on my veins
But you Ignited fireworks in my tonsils – I yearn to speak in colour

In my eyes, you released yellow and orange rays –a sunny explosion
I’ve always been painted in pain
But you make me feel like a resurrection, a resolution
You are not just different but you are the molecules of my essence

You are the sequins on my smile
You inspire me …to live in color
I’ve always seen through a telescope of fears, images of brides in a shiny white of pain far and wide
But you kissed my eyes, my iris reconstructed
Now a kaleidoscope of twisting shapes of us in colour

I’ve always been living the fears..
But you caress me even when you aren’t here … you paint me …with your care that roars over mountains and seas
These verses will not be perfect
To my emancipated emotions, words become the nemesis

Emotions blown through trumpet thoughts
Emotions stringed tightly on violins
Emotions carved into drums ….
 He is the conductor to this orchestra

My words are innocent kids that are unable to comprehend the splendor before them
My words will never be able to sail on the hurricane waves in my veins
My words will never be able to quench my thirst to speak,
 To scream, to translate the way he brings me to ecstasy with ease,

I am captivated ….
I want to live in colour …
I want dreams with colour …
I want my breath to be coloured with the hue of his skin
I want him ….
 I want colour …
I want him … and no other …..