The addict is never home free...

They say
change your friends
Change your surroundings
Change your lifestyle

Get into rehab

So I
Parted with the dealers
Those of which encouraged the convos of "u"
Parted with my environment
The bed that knew your saltiness
The clothes in my closet . Inked by your grip
The food in my home that nourished you ..
 thumbelina version in my soul

I parted with the cocaine
Sniffing lines of you before breakfast
Cuz when I'm high on you
Everything just feels better
Tastes better
Looks better
In fact I do better

Parted with the blunts
Smoking my self into meditation
Levitation
Defying gravity
as I , Suspended by your spirit
Smoking .....
Just ......smoking ...intentionally blackening my lungs
Never was I afraid of "u" cancer
Always wanted a bald head anyway
So why not you be the cause
The reason
My reason for living and dying
Perfect isn't it ?

I parted with the crystal meth
Lethal inhales
Hallucinations
Senses ..in ecstasy
Tenses ... the past at the beckon the present at my call
At a place where a sweet something of nothing was enough.

but I parted ...
They deemed my behaviour unhealthy
Its unrealistic
Not of sound human nature

Well hell ... I'm not human
I'm alien
Some how stumbled unto earth
And feel in love with this human
Where I'm from we love with everything
Devoting every pore
Surrendering the core
Making you the nucleus

And somehow everything we've ever known
Pales ...pales into significance
You become the first hug
The first kiss

But I am not of your world so
To rehab I am bound
Spent 20 years of my life
Within that two 2 weeks
Being evaluated for sanity

Until I was finally released for the true test
Facing the elements
It was all too much
Sickening to see these so called doctors
Trying to Diagnose that which they've never seen
or felt

here I am on the open again
 the damage is beyond repair
My death is sealed in this world

Here I am ..
Face to face with
My cocaine
My marijuana
My meth

And the UFO hurls in to save me
Here I am
Standing in the middle
A choice I have to make
Between mother and father