Wishing

Wishing upon lonely nights

 pain being spun into silky crystal threads of unbearable tunes

Moulding the clay of good byes into derelicts soon to be forgotten in time

Transplanting my once reasons for happiness from my smile to weeping soils

Unpacking questions
To be buried in the fire of " no answers"

Removing the placenta of love from this infant of loyalty

Removing the morning glories that sprouted in lonely nights

When will this beast be released from the spell of that rose
The rose that holds its youth
The youth of its happiness , love and life - captive

 wishing upon lonely nights

Losing peace of mind within the memories that patrol this sea of darkness

Wishing ....
Hoping that wishes aren't hopeless hopes

Hoping that somewhere unicorns do exist

Hoping that somewhere a magic carpet awaits
To whisk me onto a land where I can weep and heal

Hoping that somewhere there is an arm comforting enough to permanently remove this wool like pain that grows from me
Regardless of the amount of times it's shaved

Wishing ....
That Soon enough my chords of life break
And misery no longer plays the keys of the Fazioli that's perched so elegantly on the sunset of my eyelids