When i found u
I felt i found the book of secrets – to every fairy tale adventure book ever written , the exact location of all hidden treasures and who died for them , whose spirit shields it from the naked ‘ conscious’ eye
When i found u i became selfish- greedy !
Wanting to eat allllllllll of u – at once
Wanting to taste and love and hold u – for hours – unconcerned with the hours that stopped and watched us and grew tired ... hours that JUST envied
I wanted to hide u so that no one else knew u existed
U were the one thing i refused to share !
I wanted everyone to remain in their sickness of self and surface
I wanted everyone to remain dead
I wanted everyone to be reminded of their thirst , the slits in their lips that can only be quenched by my
New found source –
I Felt like nothing if u didn’t care , and for that moment u did and i
Caught u ,TRAPPED U , this universe , this supreme – i hid u in my darkness –
Climbed to the highest summits of the most frigid mountains of my mind
, knowing i can never be found or caught i took u out – as though u were the most fragile spiritual glass iv ever held – and i held u with such care , concern and fear
One drop of u – on my lips – i was renewed , thinking destroyed and reconstructed expanding enough not to be lost in the tunnel visions of ur power , i was moulded in the most intricate hands of the spiritual trees of life , they injected me , gave my roots a primary source , and the secondary thoughts that branched were strengthened and branded by wisdom , now being able to select what it drinks and not ..just taste the honey of the disguised fed by lust or deceit ....and i grew from this ‘ high ‘
Walked like moses with my heavenly glow , leaving the ‘ conscious ‘ trapped in an exorcism of perfect perplexity –this ‘ erect ‘perplexity – this wine became the new poison , the new deceiver , -
So again i climbed – climbed my mountains – stretched my ivy tentacles into my darkness and
Poetry – was gone
Frightened , displaced , deranged ,- along with the insatiable desire to vomit
For my veins to vomit
My ears to vomit
For my eyes and hands to vomit .-i searched beneath the earth , flew to the stars and interrogated them
Walked for miles parting the sand in the heavens plead with the moon , posted missing signs of u on almost every orbit , spoke to the lawyers of the milky way the patrol officers of the night forest - and still no sign of u
Shedding spiritual tears , these crystals fell into my palm now – a river Nile – crystals – crystal bearing images of u
But strangely , a presence appeared , .. i felt its touch – tracing from my ankle slithering its way to my inner thighs , and instantly i slipped into a coma – AND THERE WAS POETRY ! THIS TIME , IN HUMAN FORM – THE MOST LUMINOUS STRUCTURE – WALKING TOWARD ME – NOW FACE TO FACE HE KISSES ME , SOARING – LIGHTHEADED – LIPS SO SWEET SO FULL , - CRUMBLING UNDER THIS SPELL – SURRENDERING MY ALL TO HIM- MY OTHER HALF –
HE PARTED MY LIPS – TONGUE TASTING EVERY SALT OF ME , DIVING WITHIN MY VULNERABILITY , CARESSING HER WITH HIS STRONG CARING POETIC HANDS – TENDERLY AND HE STOPPED
HIS WORDS : THE BLISS OF A KISS CAN ONLY BE ENJOYED IF SHARED ...
...............POETRY ISNT SELFISH ... IT INSPIRES ,COMFORTS , LOVES AND SHARES ....... So share me
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