My Poetry is me !

Now mind u !
I have no problem with advice!
Poetry .. Is everything to me .
I'm honest with her
I don't intend to change that ..NOT. EVER !!!

Why try to influence the flow of my pen ?
Don't !
Its the one thing I can't stand !
Let me find my way to polished. Poetic Artistry on my own

I believe there is beauty in rough edges
Or a few confused lines
Cuz that's me .....

I dare to explore and go beyond me
And not with the compass of ur influence

My poetry is me !
Please! I beg of u ! let ur criticisms be positive and constructive
I care not for ur subjective opinions !

Those that say
-" oh ur writing is too racy "
- its lacking of rhythm


Listen " septics- mind u not skeptics - septics "

My poetry is me
When I'm excited I get racy
When I'm impatient I skip a few details
Cuz the pain is just too hard to etch in the intended piece
When I'm scared ... Words flow into tomorrow and I stop the journey before suspense hits

But that's me ..... Honest and u dare to change that ?
My poetry only seeks to be her own individual !
True to her growth and identity to be real
She is me !
The only rhythm I want u to see !
That I want u to feel - my being honest !
Being me without trying to please you and for that I won't say sorry !

My pieces . Sometimes skids across the underlying emotions ur longing to hear ?
Suppose its too hard to write and that's what I want u to see
No I don't write to impress
My words won't be timely clad to exemplify or prove that my vocab" is deep !

By all means be constructive !
But don't tell me how to say it !
I' share the way I ...yes I experienced it !

My love for poetry forces me to say it as it is-naturally
And yes sometimes I hate editing my work !
Feels cosmetic
Feels like putting chemicals in my hair - the type of beauty u seem to habitually relate to
My poetry is like my hair .... Sometimes I love when she is a tangled web of silky curls... unkempt ... And I still see the beauty in her confusion

I like my poetry without make up
I like my poetry ... Dancing to the orchestra of her emotions .. Mixed ...
I don't write to make a hit
Or to gain fans
I dare to defy the odds and write the way that is forbidden !
Attacking the topic ... With force ! And unbriddled control. !


I write to find me ... .
I write when the spirit of situation commands
,end when it says to end
 even when it doesn't end perfectly ....
. Cuz u c I'm not perfect

So pardon me if sometimes I'm not flowery enough for u
Pardon me if my lines seem to dull for u
Pardon me for not being u ......

P.s : "CYNICS !"