My affliction will Smile!

Any day now , my affliction shall one day ask death , why do u linger

I am now , the stench of my pain now stiff strings stretched on violins , pricked by demons in heart break cafes

Come!

Stab me in the neck,

Come to me beast

Suckle from my breast the rich pain that squirts from the crying nipples

Come death , don’t linger , life is but a pale distant desert , i search for a new belonging with u

Come death .. maybe just ,maybe my pain will be too impalitable and u fade into insignificance

I take ur position

I become the death reaper,

Longing to inject the innocent ....

Young hurt beasts that now hunt to hurt ...

My afflictions will look upon this pain and smile

My afflictions shall stand tall like the lonely eerie ghost u cant see but feel slithering along ur shoulders in a dark alley way

Come death , even though i have killed u i will teach thee

Learn to kill the unknowing lovingly ..

Let love be the difference that kills

Our difference ... that kills the ability to determine the difference

The difference built on a different understanding .............of a girl suck not knowing the difference between the road to her demise and the road to her hap[pines cuz at the starting line both roads are painted sweetly

Oh how lovely ... how nice to see the stars fall in ecstasy and die ... die suddenly ..

Oh how lovely to see the tulips and forget me not be forgotten ... how powerful the power to make the unforgettable forgotten ... in seconds ....

To make sweet memories forgotten ... by one sentence

My afflictions shall look upon this and feel at peace ....

but justice hasn’t been totally achieved ..

More death ... chants that resonate so sweetly ... birds fly and die in mid air ...

Flowers now opening their eyes to peek at the world for their very first time. And die .. ...withered bodies .. Rejected by the soil ..deemed indigestible ...

Not to worry flowery ghosts .. bring ur pain ...

Lets mask the roses .... after all ... they are always wanted ....

Wait for the moment to strike ..

Let me teach u ... show u the road to sweet ... venting

Let a bewildered lover pass .. pick u ... the now rose disguised ..

He takes it to his lover ..

And its now ... STRIKE ..... consume her

Let her lungs be clogged enough by ur scent and let her eyes be clouded by ur red veil

..... just wait .... whilst i work on him ..... distracting him ... he finds .. new love

Breaks her heart ...

Now u rose , that was once forgotten ... don’t waver ...

Yes !!! chuckle at her pain , let her clogged lungs ... bleed .. swell her veins with the drop of every tear

Let her eyes not see where she goes ... she is blinded by ur veil ... make the red turn black ... blind her with pain

Watch her die .. slowly and before she takes that last breath to scream ... mute her ...

Let it implode in her ... give her no space to release ....

....my afflictions shall watch at this .. and feel at peace .. but justice has not been achieved ... more souls i seek .. more souls i seek ..