Evolve !

What does it mean to evolve .....
Does it mean ......
The growth of infant to child ?
Or is it .....
The shifting of the tectonic plates in our minds ....?

Is evolving .... More than just the physical ?
Is evolution ... Just the revelation of part of the truth ?



Which ever it is .... I want to explore it

Can I evolve ... In my tears ?
Transform from small drops to thunder bolts .... Then pale rainbows ?

Can I evolve in my tears .... Dance with the thoughts of. You in each tear ...
Make love to u in each tear . ...
Watch u slip away from my tear .. Ducts ..
Can the salt evolve to a shimmering strength ? A strength of a womanhood ? A maiden strength ... That's pure and full of everything iv never given to u ....

Can I evolve in my hate ?
Riding in this canoe of wondering
Running on four legs against the rough currents that sigh .... And whisper ...
Rough currents gliding and converging and diverging
Rough currents of hate that caress the thighs the canoe of wonderment ..

Can I evolve from this hate ...
And heal in a paradise ... Of everything imagined and unrealistic so that wounds can heal in a perfect sanctuary ... Where plants and herbivores live in harmony ...
Where my envisioned mankind knows , walks and talks of love ....

Can I evolve .... Completely
So far this evolution ... Seeks to polish one side of the coin

So what about the physical ?
Instead of beginning ... With can I .... How about

I'd like to -
I'd like to evolve the stale taste still left in the unbrushed teeth of my fingers
The last . They've eaten was u .. And I haven't cleaned them since ... Scared to see sparkling hands ... And no evidence of u ...

I'd like to evolve my skin from the education u gave it ...
 U taught my skin the science of ur world ... And the verses of ur touch ...
The music of ur tongue ...

I want my skin to evolve ....
From the psychology of ur skin's mysteries I alone discovered

Evole my skin from the numbers ...
 The infinite I counted in ur stares ..
 And heavy breaThing riddled in soft caresses ... And I loved when most of them ... Simply hushed me into a sleep of" u "


I want to evolve from the art we painted together in many positions ....
Loving , playful .... Positions ....
Many nights
We explored the paints of our feelings on our canvas ...
Smearing the charcoal of truth .. That sometimes scarred us
We explored ... Pastels ... Varying shades and colours that showed sometimes clear and too vague of an image of the power in us ....
A power ... We misconstrued and sometimes framed with lust ...

Evolve my skin from my favourite subject of u - english
Oh english .
The nights ... I started sentences and u supplied the predicate and our kiss would provide the punctuation ,

The comma kind of kiss - where we paused and stared , over whelmed with the spirit that filled us and the magnetic field that pulled us ... Kissing ....
Sometimes ... We intentionally did these comma kisses ... Just to be sure that's its real ....

The exclamation - oh goodness these were my favourite ! ....
 Passionate !
Loud !
 Violent !
Psychotic kisses
 that knew no end
That threw it self off the high clif of tomorrow or fears ...
Exclamatory kisses that .... Said everything ..... With the stroke of tongues .... Struggling to understand the passion and imprint the depth on everypart of us and still trying to maintain focus ....

Can I still evolve from this ?
Can I evolve from the language of our unioned spirits ? ....
U ride almost every letter that struts from the me I gave to u .....

I want to evolve ..... In mind , body and soul , .....
Evolve to the unbewilderment of everything about u
Evolve to not remembering u
Or hearing the blind whispers that slither to tempt me each day
Evolve to .. Me
Evolve ...... Living and growing stronger ....
and in all that I thought I gave to u
I now blossom into the better me that u'll never have .... I realised that the best of me !
Yes the best of me was hidden , preserved , she hid herself
And as I take a look upon my dead skin .
It is with much pride ... That I walk to my throne .. Take my crown ..

Yes ...I shall evolve .....
I will be forever be the - beautiful evolution u lost.....

# I wanted to evolve with u ..... #goddess_athena